When I started this blog, I didn’t even know what things should I write. But, after some times of inexistence, I decided to write just anything that cross my mind. Like today, I had a crash with my mom. I always don’t like the way she blame me for everything wrong. Even if I’m not involved at all. Today, she talked about where were my monthly salary fly away. I don’t make a good management for my salary and they had always ran out before I really notice.
I said to my parents that I’ll save some of them beause I want to go to college and I don’t want my parents to work too hard to pay the college expenses. So I started to looking for a job, and here I am. A 20 years old boy with a job and freedom in my hands. Don’t mention sex, drugs, and drinks. I don’t do them at all. I’m a Christian, dude! And they’re forbidden in my point of view.
Back to the topic. My mom blame me for a reason that was a big non sense. She said that I send it for some unknown people. I went mad and began shouting at her. Told her that I will shut my call down. Man, I hate to be blamed for some unknown reason. I hate it more when I blamed for something that I don’t even do or know.
But, the Bible said in Ephesians 4:32 “But be ye one another friendly, affectionate and loving, forgiving each other, as God in Christ also has forgiven you.” So, in this new year, I’ll do harder to forgive anyone who hurt me. Even if he (or she, or they or it) do it regularly, repeatedly.
Okay, I know you’ll probably say “WTF! I don’t believe in such a thing!”, but I tell you, forgiveness give so much more peace and comfort than vengeance and revenge. You’ll feel so much better after you forgive someone who hurt you than after you do the same bad thing (even worese?) to him (or her or them or it).
Okay, it’s late night here and I have to rest. In my Dad’s home of course 😀 So, see you next time and God bless you.